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Well...good news..I'm going out with Cory.  I honestly think I'm in love with him..no no, not think, I know.  He makes me completely happy..and we've been going out for 8 weeks TODAY!
So, school's out. Eighth grade this comming up year. Last year at CMS! :[ I'm leaving to go to Missouri tomorrow at six in the morning.  :@ yawn..too early. But my life is going great, except for a *teensy* little milestone between me and Cory..we were going to the same school, but now he graduated and is going to highschool..which means we won't be going to the same school so we won't see each other very often..but I believe that if we can get through this one school year; 180 days, we can make it through anything. My summer's been great..how about yall's?[if anyone still reads this!] Well, comments are encouraged..

Much love and best wishes,

Bryn Chambers.

Currently Reading The Wonderful Wizard of Oz (Books of Wonder) By L. Frank Baum see related

yay. lol. it's my 1 year anniversary on xanga!! happy birthday to my xanga page!! lol. comment. . .

--EDIT--4/25/07--4:23-- NEW QUOTES--

1. "Party Like A Rockstar; Play Like An Allstar; Live Like A Moviestar; And Fu*k Like A Pornstar"

2. "Every girl wants a guy who she can go to with tears running down her cheeks and the first thing that he says is 'Okay..whose ass am I kicking?!' "

3. "If you're going to be two faced, sweetie at least make one of them pretty"

4. "I'm so col ice cubes are jeslous"

5. "I tried to snort coke once..but the ice cubes kept getting stuck up my nose"

haha, gotta love em. So.how.goes.it.for.all.of.yall? Yea.not.much.here.really. I.like.typin.like.this. oricouldbereallymeanandtypelikethisbutidontthinkiwill. Ohh, yeahh...WWW.MYSPACE.COM/ARGHRAWRBRYN2

yupyup..that.is.myy.mysace. well...hmm..oh.yea.im.gonna.change.my.song.on.here.any.suggestions? It.s.a.tie.between 'Voices' by SAOSIN or 'Headstrong' by Trapt. Soo.yeah.pick.one.and.comment.me!!
<3 to all
<><Bryn

mood: currently  [[bummed]]

its all blowing up in my face. just when things get good for me, this happens. no, he didnt break up with me if thats what youre thinking. but its as good as over anyways. i am forced to choose between two awesomely great, hot, smart, funny, guys, and i dont want to. but i think that subconciencly i have already made my decosion. cory. you know how i know? i dont. but i do have my best friend jessica. she literally like has a sixth sence about that kind of stuff. she can tell who likes who and hom much. she can predict make ups and breakups. she says that cory loves me. jessica notices things that im too unobservent to-how his voice hollows when i talk about cody, how he steals glances at me at lunch; she says he loves me. she has never been wrong about these kind of things. seriously. but, if he loves me so much then why do i have 'competition' with ashli? why, when i aslk him if hes going to ask me out, does he say 'its a tie between you and ashli' if he so called loves me? because ashli is single. she just broke up with felipe 'for cory'. that's why. so now i have to break up with cody. well, i dont have to, but i think itll be better for me in the long run. jessica says that i need to because he loves me so much and she knows i love him too and she doesnt want me to get hurt two months from now when cory thinks hes not what i want. i believe her. but its tearing me up inside. jessica said that yeah, cody likes me a lot [she can tell]. weve only been going out for about two weeks and i feel comfortable around him. i love the way he wraps his arms around me and kisses me. i love that security and im not sure if i want to let that go yet. but deep dpwn inside, i almost feel oblgated to-not in a bad way. jessica brought up a really good point that im just letting cory bleed and bleed by making him wait, and hes not going to wait forever. and i dont want to hurt him at all because i care about cory a lot. but i also care about cody and his feelings. jessica can tell that cody subconciencly knows that its over. im not too sure-hes kind of clueless. but, im afraid that if i go out with cory and he breaks up with me for ashli or alena-especally alena[they went out for 8 months] or shelby, then im going to end up falling hard-harder than ive ever fallen before. but then again, jessica[and i also] know that cory would never let me fall. but it scares me. i dont want to hurt or get hurt. i know that cody will hurt when i break up with him, but he will get over it. sooner than cory would if i didnt. you people probably arent even going to read this, but thats okay. i had to get my feelings out there before i explode under the pressure of my emotions. and when i crash, i burn. well i know that this decision will be and is hard, but ill make it through one way or another. and i think i just did. cory. the entire time i was typing this, hes who i was thinking about. wow, i never wouldve guessed the typing a xanga entry would help me solve one of the bggest situations of my life right now. to all who know me and/or reading this, thank you. thank you for being there for me. for comforting me. for the wonderful advice that people give me. i love you all, and i dont ever throw areound the word love. when/if i say i love you, i mean it. always. im not going to say something then deny it a day later. thats just not how i roll. lol. well, im done typing this incredibly long entry and i love all who read this and even the people who dont-i love you too.

<><Bryn

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